Life

Dear life, you’ve got me all confused and unclear
You do your best work when I have no way to tell what’s here.
But that’s old, so quit being so cold and remove the blind fold.
I’m sick and tired of this fight, so why?
I try and try to do what’s right, but you’re still shuteye
So please spare me a few clues and truths

Yes, you.

When I see your eyes I feel so high 

When I see your face My heart begins to race

oh and it's all because of you

Oh You drive crazy, I thought you should know.

You're my light when things are black and white

You keep me alive when I cry

Yes you. Its oh so true 

2011

It's  12:40 am and I have decided to blog. So it's 2011 I hear. Well, guess it's time for a new year, yet again. In this year, if I can learn at least one thing it would be . . . To learn the fact that I'm not perfect and that I need to except that fact. Sure there is a line where you will reap the consequences of what you do. Having said that, I have not yet learned where the line is. I tend to beat myself up for the stupidest things that happen. I just feel so guilty all the time. I don't always show it or always like to talk about it to anyone. I also fight with the past. I let it creep on me and let it get to me like it was today. I know, my dad died for me, yet I feel so guilty still, and I am! It's forgiving myself that is my problem from what I can make of it. So yea. The snow Is falling down heavy tonight. I often wonder what kind of journey a tiny snowflake goes through. That was random. Thats all I got. Peace out.